She Spoke To Me

by broke - Virgo

SHE SPOKE TO ME 

SHE WAS LIKE A SLOW ACCIDENT 
in third grade to look at her face 
she had me down on my knees 
in fifth -grade she asked me if 
i had an extra pencil, no words i said yes 
and in my mind i dreamed with glory 
she spoke to me!!! 
i gave her my pencil, my only one 
and i sat there and failed my test 
but she spoke to me, yes 
in seventh grade she sat next to me in French 
we both had pens, she got a D, i got an A 
so i purposely failed the next test 
in eleventh grade she was swarmed 
with pretty boys, I dumped her flat 
in college met a grown up bambi from L.A. 
she took me for a walk i'll never forget 
met in a pharmacy doing a two-eyed dance thru the aisles, she saw me peeking at her thru the shampoo's, tried to pretend i was shopping 
looked down shyer than that, got nervous walked towards the door and she tapped on my back 
then she spoke to me and never looked back 
beautiful straight long blond hair and a body 
i'll never forget 
she spoke to me, i listened hard, i spoke to her 
back 

i still wonder about the girl in third grade 
i use to dream about her and me on vacations together staring out the back seat of my fathers 
car on long trips, i wondered aren't i too little for this love, this passion this dreaming vision 
and she really never gave a fuck about me anyway 
i'm older now and i know its not the sound or attention in a woman's voice that makes an impact 
its the content , the colors, the poetic dance 
the laughter, the music of her soul, mind, and heart that makes it easy and thrilling and passionate for with please i speak back........ 
i opened the door and she spoke to me.......


by broke...

Reason for writing:

    true life story of heavy shyness that took a long time and 
a quality of experience to conquer...    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2000-04-09 12:23:21
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:01
Poem ID: 55411

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