Sunny day

by dudet - Scorpio

Its a sunny day out 
not to hot or cold
nobody is yelling at eachother not one shout
everybody else is feeling youthful so why do i feel old?
on this sunny day of no worries
but i have one.
i think why isn't he talking to me
as i stare into the gleaming sun
I wrote him back
a while ago
is he so busy that
he must scare me so?
or did i upset him and make him feel unspecial
for i did not mean to
every word he says to me sinks into my soul
he does not chew
away my dreams as so many before.
he simply says i'm beautiful 
and he likes me for sure
but i feel i've let him down
and made him feel like crap
in my head i'm running around
cuz i treated him like that
so if i'm strong enough to send this at all
i hope i get my point through
he's a great boyfriend to have
And i hope i won't lose you.

Reason for writing:

    This is for my long distance BF who is the only person to make me feel specail and i didn't return it so i feel really bad and want to apoligize before it's too late. :)
if your going to comment please be gentle.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-04-11 21:53:06
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:02
Poem ID: 55447

You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.

View more poems by dudet.