Letting Go

by Breanna - Virgo

Why do you love me?
Why do you care for me?
It's all too much
I don't know how to react
I'm not used to being loved
I thought I had no one 
But i have you
You cared when no one else did
You loved me when no one else could
Why do you want to help me?
Why do you want to hold me?
I don't need the affection
Or do I?
I melt in your arms
I am scared
I don't need help 
But I'm slowly dying
So maybe I do?
But why do you want to help?
Why do you hold me?
I get weak in your arms
I feel safe there
But I can't get comfortable
I'm just not ready
But what do I have to loose?
I know you won't hurt me
Or will you?
No you won't, you told me so
You gave me your word
So why am i still scared?
Am i scared because i know your there?
Or because i know you care?
You give me strength when I'm weak
You make me smile when i'm sad
You give me a natural high
But i mustn't get close 
I just can't
I can't trust you
Or can I?
You said I could
It jsut seems too good to be true
You must be a dream
This is too good to be real
I think I love you
But wait, I can't 
I don't know what love is
Or do I?
If this is love than it's wonderful
and if i could describe it as a person
it would be you
Yes!!!  I do know now
It's you
You are my light 
You are my inspiration
I need you
I want you 
I love you.....

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this through the eyes of the person that i like.  He makes it sound like no one loves him and he dosen't know how to act when someone does care.  It is very heartfelt and sad.  I hope that you can see the true meaning behind it.    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2000-04-12 18:37:04
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:02
Poem ID: 55474

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