Emptiness

by Adrian Scott - Aquarius

Emptiness, death, lonelness
feeling the same pain 2 times in 1 year
I hate life, I love life
why do I feel so bad
just a friend
no, best friend
what is a best friend
I wouldn’t know
I though he loved me like a brother
guess not
It’s not my fault
so why do I feel so bad?
Is there something wrong with me?
Why doesn’t anyone ever stick with me untill the end?
I love my life, but the feeling of losing my best friend
kills me inside so much that I don’t love anything materialistic
fuck bikes,  fuck shoes, fuck work, Dammit all to hell
See if I care

Reason for writing:

    I lost a best friend, what can I say.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-04-12 20:11:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:02
Poem ID: 55482

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