i can only imagine

by lauren - Cancer

i could only imagine
how my life would be
if i lost my only mother
and my hole family

i could only guess
how you could stay alive
after your father disowning you
and leaving his life

i could only try 
to help you through the pain
by trying to understand
and trying to stay sane

i could only see
i wasn't helping one bit
and when someone else could
i chucked a fit

now you don't see
how i could leave so many times
well here is the answer
because i didn't think you were mine

Reason for writing:

    for someone special    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2000-04-17 20:53:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:04
Poem ID: 55570

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