Suicidal Bliss

by Tash - Pisces

Suicidal Bliss
4-23-00

I am a worthless, simple being
Who cannot express what I am feeling
Just because you may like me...
Doesn't mean anything
So I'm taking the rope that I have here
Creating a noose, not completely in fear
Thinking my last thought, crying my last tear
If I hurry up and do it right
And if my body don't put up a fight
Maybe my heart will become lightweight
And everyone else's heart will release its hate
I am the bitch who screws peoples lives
Ending it all with the slice of a knife
I hate myself more than you would believe
But you'll understand how much when I leave
Suicide is the only way out
To escape this world of deception and doubt
To leave everyone's false feelings for me
And to finally escape harsh reality
The ones in life I thought cared for me
Turns out they weren't who I thought they were
But soon after all the beer and drugs
I won't need to worry, life will only be a blur
I'll be glad to get away from all this
Its not exactly like I'll be missed
Say you're goodbyes and give me a kiss
And join me here in Suicidal Bliss!!

Reason for writing:

    Just a thought....    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2000-04-24 20:37:03
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:06
Poem ID: 55692

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