trapped in your world

by lollie gobble - Aquarius

stepping inside your world
was what i thought i wanted
being obsessed over for life
not being taunted

but now i cower in the corner
not knowing how to make you smile
i have done everything wrong
and it all gets worse with time

you hold my tear stained face
and rock me back and forth
but you treat me like a child
is that how you were taught

i get the corrage only sometimes
to tell you to get some help
but all it does is make you angry
and i'm too scared to tell

i long for the day to come
when i'm not scared of being alone
i will get all my courage
and i will let our 'love' go

Reason for writing:

    i can not escape my jealous boyfriend i love him but he acts like he owns me.
i am so confused and i never know what to do sometimes i get the courage to leave but he just guilts me into staying with him.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-04-27 08:02:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:07
Poem ID: 55727

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