You thought that no one could reach you and for a moment I was the one then I did something I can never hide from. I broke your heart I broke your trust I lost your love all in one shot. I've lost all my pride all my self-respect I'm just like everyone else when I thought I was special not like everyone else. I have to live with the pain that I made you cry I have to go on with you always thinking everything I said was a lie. I've lost all I care for all I ever dreamed of can't bear to look at myself because I hurt you all because of what I've done. I put my heart into you I waited for you to finally come around then I heard you cry the most painful sound. I'm falling into pieces I should of known I'd fuck this up because I always do. Yeah parents yeah friends yeah God what do you think about me now? I'm a disgrace I don't deserve to go on I can't live without you but your forever gone. It's true what they say I'm my own worst enemy and I know that you still miss me but you can't forgive me and you'll never forget. I didn't know how much you meant to me until you were gone memeories of kisses and phone calls everyday are all I have left I can't listen to the radio because I cry whenever I hear our song. Pictures of you make me cry your beautiful face and bright blue eyes make me just wanna lay down and die. She was so happy I led her to believe I was perfect but now she's happy since she left me.
Reason for writing:
About my exgirlfriend and how I broke her heart, and destroyed
the one thing I cherished so much.
Birth sign: Aries
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