Thoughts at 2:42 A.M.

by Stinky - Aries

I see myself
Jumping into a black hole,
A pit of despair
Clueless
I awake
Or so I thought
The carniverous moon
Eats me in a daze
While I ponder
My melting life.
I think of lost loves
And the one I'm losing.
I think of who I'd like to love
And who I'd love to hate.
I think of the everdark void above
And the white sparkles of hope scattered among it.
I think of my life,
Its courses,
And my bubbling emotions.
I think of the unknown death
Looming ever closer to me
With each breath I take.
I wonder what it's like
Dead.
I wonder what it's like
Alive.
Reincarnation?
Afterlife?
No one can say
Damn I wish my brain could comprehend.
THIS SUCKS!
As I stare into the intangible window
I slowly drift on the sea
Never to be found.

Reason for writing:

    I had a similar experience as the poem. I awoke one night and couldnt go back to sleep, so, for some reason, I started pondering these things. Lol but i will always remember, I woke up at 2:42 A.M.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-05-02 21:07:35
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:09
Poem ID: 55839

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