My lovers gone I inflicted so much harm oh how her eyes used to glow beneath them was so much charm. I'm restless see a young girl in the distance alone in her room shades pulled down crying listening to the radio play she thinks of me how I shattered her heart her world two weeks to the day. My lovers gone I always start off strong but I always lose nothings quite the same now I tell myself it's not so bad you just my dream girl the best I ever had. Remembering my girl leaves me so down and lonely I know in time that you were always right your always right. I sit and wonder was it love were you the one I try to remember some more familar feelings it seems so long ago when you turned to me whispering silently with those eyes sparkling I love you so much more than you'll ever realize. My lovers gone hearts and love sometimes fade away there no simple way to let you go but memories never ever leave your heart they never go away. I just can't go on alone I don't want to go alone my self hatred burns me but I'm gonna give you back to the angels flying in the sky because I was nothing but the devil in disguise. It may take some time to patch me up inside I just don't want you to be down don't want you to cry don't want you to frown. I go on angels call but your not here you grow lonely cold I try to go on but my angels not here. My lovers gone is it for you or myself that I cry I lost someone who came to me theres no way out of here I never once believed I'd push you away will there ever be an answer to the endless tears I cry. How long will I slide deep into the oceans of tears I made you cry I'd give anything to see you just one last time. My sleep leaves me behind theres still no place I'd rather be then there in your arms you sleeping by my side. My lovers gone I hope you find someone new and sweet but I still want you back I want to say I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you. Neither of us will be happy until we find that special place where we belong but I'll never be happier since I always thought that place was in your arms. I'm surrounded by things I cannot change never be able to turn away I'm drowning in the rain the pain I put in your heart I have nothing but the past to place my better days. I just want someone to know me someone to love me because I feel no love for myself what have I done. I know someday all your dreams will come true your gonna be so wonderful such a special girl a beautiful life in someone else's arms but why can't it be mine oh why can't it be mine. All those words that hurt you more than you will ever show tore me up inside I've lost you will I ever be able to let you go.
Reason for writing:
Its about the feelings I'm going through right now knowing I lost
my girlfriend because I cheated on her.
Birth sign: Aries
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