Betrayl of Cowardice

by Stinky - Aries

I awake
Startled
From an unbridled dream
To feel something watching me
Under my skin
My feelings 
Untrue
Patch my reality
Everything is black
Something stirs within me
Chants of nothingness
Comes from the ruins
Of the self
A soft voice
Echos
Through my head
And vanishes
Without a trace
A sharp pain
Is seen
Hovering over me
Ready to strike
At a moment's notice
Somewhere
Lost
Between reality and the subconsious
The black pain strikes
I silently scream
Attempting to run
I see a mirror
And stare into the void
Forgeting the parasite.
I see a coward.
I see a scar.
I see nothing.
My room reappears
I close my eyes
And watch the fog
Desipate.
I drift
Waiting to be found

Reason for writing:

    Its about me running from my problems and viewing myself as a coward for doing this, then owning up to them.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-05-06 11:47:46
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:10
Poem ID: 55887

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