Silent Suicide

by Jeannie Shinn - Taurus

Silent Suicide

Sometimes I just sit
I wonder how I'd do it
Quickly is how I'd want to go
Wouldn't want any signs to show

Don't want to be in anymore pain
Out of life I have nothing to gain
Life isn't easy anymore
Never know what the next day has in store

How can anyone be happy like this
Not my sickness; only my loved ones I would miss
If only the good days out weighed the bad
Then maybe there'd be no reason for being sad

I could go to sleep and not awake
Then the thought of suicide, no one would have to take
It might look like an accident
Everyone would belive that's how it was meant

I have no more to give
Deep inside I don't want to live
I wish someone could only tell
If I did this would I go to Hell?

Jeannie Shinn
Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2000-05-08 18:56:03
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:11
Poem ID: 55956

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