Your heartbroken I wish you'd come around because you know I miss you. I wish I could put together everything that's broken so I could just see you once again. Your memory never fades away I'd give you anything to bring you back but it's you I'll never be able to replace. I see your face even more than before now that we're apart if you could see how much I already miss you maybe you would understand why. I hate to face the days now my dream is over sadness has just begun if there was just somewhere I could fly to escape this fate. Your memory never fades away it's never gonna be the same again I wanna scream out loud "I'm sorry" I miss you more and more more than before. So many things were done that can't be taken back I'm walking on my own my heart is black I'm sinking and my soul hurt the day I had to tell her the day I had to let her go. I'm nothing without you I've changed not for the better empty space fills up my insides destined to remember how I lost her and my world is filled with darkness rain now that my sun has gone away. Your memory never fades away the candle you used to hold for me that shined so bright doesn't burn a flame it's cold and lifeless black as night. I said I was in love with her I know now that I was but I'm living a lie I tell myself I'll never find someone like you someone so special now that we've said goodbye. Here you are and here I am she don't want me now that the real me has gone away Oh my God it's been to long never dreamed you'd leave. Your memory never fades away watching the cars drive by maybe you'll stop over but I know you never will forgive me please for all the tears I've made you cry. I'm playing time against my troubled mind it used to be you and me going against all the loneliness we used to feel all the pain others put inside. I just want to love again but how can I begin to know those feelings after all I've done makes me just wanna lay down and die. Your memory never fades away it's gonna be a long summer I used to have every reason to believe it was gonna be so special so much better than the last. We could have seen the ocean together for the very first time dancing in the water up to our knees I could of wrote "I love you" in the sand for all those people up in heaven to see. I could of spent my time beneath the sun beneath the stars holding you feeling you breathe the wind washing our faces such a heavenly place only with you. Your memory never fades away going on without you isn't gonna be easy but I have to put on my shoes each and everyday take a look in the mirror watch those tears fall down my face looking at my reflection it's my fault I destroyed that heavenly place it was in your arms but lover do you think we'll ever be able to forget what we had can we last apart?
Reason for writing:
To Erin, I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you. I'll never
forget you, or what I did to you. I have to live knowing I hurt you.
But I'll always miss you forever:(
Birth sign: Aries
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