The Precipice

by Toby Abbot - Aquarius

The Precipice

The precipice,in view again
However hard I shut my eyes
Too scared to look into its depths
I can't step back, but how I've tried

I've crawled through barbed wire wastelands
I've seen rocks change shape with age
As time and pressure have worn down their might
I've waited for life to turn the page

I've faced the thunder and the night's abyss
I've swallowed exile's bitterest pill
And the cruellest thing, a taste of bliss
That made these dark days, darker still

And now the shroud of loneliness
Descends like a miasmal mist
With the bitter taste of misery
I have made my solemn tryst

In these times,I scavenge to find
A cause to cling to or defend
So that the struggle is more than just
A means to a meaningless end

Absorbed in myself, I don't usually hear
The cries of those who suffer like me
But now I find I share their fears
And through my pain, there blossoms empathy

Hell is time that cannot be killed
And now I must slay it with my mind
Finding solace from easing souls
And easing mine, through being kind

If I live  this way , a day will come
When I can tightly grip the precarious ledge
And with fervent courage and new found strength
Crawl away from despair's insidious edge
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-05-11 17:58:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:12
Poem ID: 56001

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