The girl I love With all my heart and soul Is thinking about leaving me Leaving me to a life of sadness and cold I never thought this day would come All my nightmares coming true She told me she would never leave Not as much meaning behind her words of "I love you" She told me today This relationship is getting too tough To keep staying with me Would be too rough Her heart has changed She doesn't care for me What happened? How could this be? She needs me to be happy She needs me to be strong She needs me to change The way I feel is obviously wrong I can't help but feel this way All I have been doing lately is crying I wish she could tell That I really am trying But she thinks crying Means automatically being sad But what I am really doing Is getting out all the bad I am always wondering If she will be happy with some other guy If she leaves me for him I will surely die But if that will make her happy If that will stop the pain Then I will have to let her go I will have to end the game I just hope she knows That I still want to be with her I still care I want to go back to what we were I am trying my heart out I loose sleep for my love I worry sick Thinking about how I can give our love an extra shove If she does end up leaving If she doesn't like my charms She can always come back if she wants I will always be waiting with open arms
Reason for writing:
the girl I have been going out with for 9 months left me today... I wrote this poem the night before, having no idea this was going to happen. Guess I can predict the future... Too bad...
Birth sign: Scorpio
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