Hate

by Angel - Taurus

I hate you for what you have done to me
The pain you have caused
I hate you for the tears I have cried
They were all because of you
I hate you for the way I felt
I hope you know I hated myself
I hate you for controling me
I guess it's my fault for letting you 
I hate you for hitting me
The bruises were hiden so no one could see
I guess that I just thought
If no one knew about the abuse
Then maybe it wouldn't be real
The bruises were just my imagination
The pain, all self inflicted
You would never raise a hand to me
You would never beat me down
You would never grab me by the hair
You would never burn my skin
You would never hurt me
Yeh right asshole
You thrive on my pain
And I hate you for it
I cannot erase the image of you in my mind
Laughing at me as I lay there and cry
I will not let you hit me again
For if you try
You will be the one to die

Reason for writing:

    I just wrote this....not yet edited.  I know it's not my best work but oh well    

Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2000-05-17 13:59:16
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:15
Poem ID: 56090

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