Hurting the One You Love

by chris - Aries

When I found you 
I was crazy in love
never felt alone 
never felt blue
when I came crashing into you.

You touched me so deeply
inside
washed on me like the bluest ocean
you flowed through me
drowning me
through and through.

When I found you
I found someone so special
I wondered if you were a dream
I thought it was 
because you were to good to be real.

I hurt the one I love
the one that was my world
God sent me down an angel
from above
but I lost her
the feelings I had in my heart
just couldn't overcome 
my insecurities and fears.

You've slipped away
so far away
gone
now and forever
the litle things I need
the comfort of your voice
the sweetness of your smile
the magic of your kiss
I was so used to you being with
how can I ever forgive myself
for doing something
that makes me have to live without.

I hurt the one I love
I cry because how can I be someone
thats so different from the one I used to think I was
how can I wanna live
knowing that I caused you so much pain.

The only feeling I have left
is the memory of how you touched my heart
but I don't wanna know
just how much you hate me
how much I hurt you
because I don't need the only memory I have left
to be the pieces of your broken heart
and my broken pride.

Nothing I can do will bring you back
no words can ever change the facts
but I miss you more and more 
every single day
now that your gone
my reason for being happy
has now gone away.

Reason for writing:

    What can I say, I'm not the person I thought I was, and I hurt the 
one person I lived for.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-05-18 02:17:00
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:15
Poem ID: 56102

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