It seems like everyone who contemplates anything ends up nowhere I don’t know whether I should contemplate life anymore Because I want to end up somewhere And I’m still trying to find out where I am I guess you have to know where you are to know where you’ll end up I know I’m somewhere...I’m just not sure where yet If only there was a map to my mind and heart That way I would never get lost But I always get lost...lost in love, lost in thought... And I end up nowhere when I get lost Where am I! Please tell me if you know I really want to know because I want to find out how to get out of here Because I hate this place, wherever I am Wherever I am.............. Kurt Cobain contemplated life My blood is red like the color of the head of Kurt Cobain when he shot himself dead It’s ironic that I know nothing about him But so much about him from his music And I guess that if I contemplate him too much I’ll end up contemplating life And contemplating life is contemplating death And contemplating death is contemplating suicide And contemplating suicide isn’t something that I should do But I find myself doing it occasionally And I’m not depressed--in fact, I’m filled with an exuberent happiness I’m just trying to contemplate how to contemplate without ending up nowhere Because I want to end up somewhere Most of all, I want to know where I am......
Reason for writing:
I wrote this because I was trying to express how it seems like nowadays, I don't know myself well at all, and I am somewhat oblivious to my surroundings, which isn't a very good thing...
Birth sign: Gemini
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