Abandoned

by Parvati - Gemini

Right now I wish that I had a gun
Because I would press it to my heart and pull the trigger
And since it would shatter my heart, it would also shatter you
Because you live in my heart
But you abandoned me
Right now I wish that I had a gun
Because I would press it to my hed and pull the trigger
And since it would shatter my dreams , it would also shatter you
Because you’re constantly in my dreams
But you abandoned me
Right  now I wish that I had a gun
Because I would shove it down my throat and shatter my entire being
And since it would shatter my entire being, it would shatter you
Because you are my entire being
But you abandoned me
And since you are my entire being, that means you are me
And since you’re so much a part of me, I wouldn’t  kill myself without killing you
And I wouldn’t kill you without killing me
But I’m only thinking about killing us because you abandoned me
And what  reason exists to die for greater than love?

Reason for writing:

    This is one of the many poems I wrote based on my breakup with my first love...    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2000-05-20 16:50:19
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:16
Poem ID: 56145

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