The world seems smaller used to sit on the edge with my legs dangling down happy as can be for once I was me. Now your sailing away from here into the cloudy skies that I put on your horizon. I'm caught up in an unforgiveable wind my thoughts are floating in a cloud of illusion doubting myself and what I've become wake me up please from this bad dream. I spent last night screaming I spent last night alone I said I'm sorry but did I know all those things that would hurt you so. I'm on my own why couldn't you stay long enough but you'll always be here forever inside me. I've already given up on getting through I wish I could explain I'm still the same but will I ever be ok will you ever be ok. Why couldn't you just say those three simple words that I could hold on to why couldn't you just say I was the one. Is this the last time I'll ever see you this memory is the only precious thing I have left. But was I good for you was I ever good for you hey, I stayed for awhile I had been alone before until I met you yet at times eventhough you were next to me you felt so far away. If you could see the real me you'd believe I can't breathe long enough for me I can't be anything anything at all now that your not a part of me. Hey girl, I fell head over heals in love with you I still think about you that's true I'm blue torn without you. It's all in my mind these things that drive me in and out of suicide do you think I should wanna die insecurity will make you cry but telling the truth is always better than a lie. I need a lot of you so much of you just please take a piece of me on down the road still remember me as the one you fell for. I wanna feel the softness of your skin I wanna see your eyes glisten like the sun reflecting of the snow so I could feel alive once again. I've been introduced to the end what comes around just leads me to suffering and I wonder how it's gonna be how much I'm gonna miss no one to talk to no one to kiss no one to laugh with no more internal bliss. My dreams can't be shared I'm shackled in my own misery God it would feel so good to just be forgived just to trust me to start over and be friends again. My mind is empty but I fill those holes with flowers yellow and purple your favorite colors take you place to place your still that golden bloom spreading your blossoms in my heart for eternity you'll always have a spot in my heart forever growing inside of me. You reached my heart she shines a light glows so bright all we shared will always go on she reached my heart she had been there so many times came inside even now she still lingers on inside me forever till the end of time.
Reason for writing:
About a special girl who will always be in my heart forever.
Birth sign: Aries
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