I won't let this meaningless controversy rule and dictate my present or future life, It's simply pointless. I am so incredibly happy and overwhelmed with joy that no matter what you say can effect me, by any means, why should I let it? You want to be a part of not only his life but mine as well? My advice to you, on a peaceful level, is to do what you feel the need to do, because like I said prior you can't effect me, So if you're there than so be it, if you're not than there is no great loss here, I respect how your so interested though, but why all of a sudden? Why not back then? through out my entire pregnancy? You said you had reasons for avoiding me for the last four months, (I thought it was the other way around) but anyway, I never heard your reasonings behind it, Not that I really care but some things make me curious, Well I guess some questions are meant to be unanswered, and maybe it's better if I never search for that minor purpose. I'd rather know why you never took the time to feel your own son kick, but that's besides the point, I went to the salon today and I saw a little boy, he was sitting in a chair with his dad holding his hand, he couldn't have been more than two or three, he was trying to be real still asking daddy if he was doing good, that little boy brought a smile upon my face, and my mind went astray, I thought about how someday soon I'll be in that position, and that's okay, that's great infact, even if you're not there and I have to play "the daddy role too"
Reason for writing:
Not really a poem, just babbling thoughts. Sorry if
you found this some what dull. This is just the stage of
my life at this point in time, and I was just releasing it.
Birth sign: Virgo
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