finding the forbidden

by devon vega - Taurus

let me caress you with the sound of my voice, even though it 
be transparent and wispy like the thin air of the night. let 
my thoughts run down along your cheek as they seek out your 
pleasure. let me become a part of your mind for this one tender 
moment as we discover the secrets of our very souls. let these 
secrets become ever so great and powerful as we are swept off 
from this mundane world and taken up to a place most sensual. 
we held our own midnight masses as we called up the most intimate 
feelings. what strange and beautiful creatures these feelings. 
they burned through me and sought you out like a ghost seeks 
out a host. we felt the strength of our emotions beginning to 
turn inside us. the storm we created began its fatal journey. 
but our fire held strong. we crashed headfirst into this 
curious game. what were we looking for that we lay there in 
the dark for hours, night after night. transcending into 
worlds that could only exist in our most private of fantasies. 
for me it seemed like an eternity. an incredible dance in 
rhetoric that we shared, it was the coming together of two 
unique minds; unique but frighteningly similar. our intensity 
of desire held us to one another like no other adhesive ever 
could. what was the word i said that kept you at my side? 
how could i ever imagine myself without you there. you, who 
showed me the inner workings of a tender young mind. i was 
so lost, enveloped by my own regret before you came along. 
you opened my eyes and placed your hand on my heart. you took 
me from this turmoil and walked me through the garden of your 
dreams. but it was real. how could i ever dream something so 
beautiful. my mind had never felt or experienced anything like 
you before. and i held onto you. i felt the force of life 
flowing from you into me with every passing whisper. my life 
filled up with undeniable revelry. my dark world became lit 
with the soft, translucent glow from your soul. i beheld the 
things that had always been there. they took their place in 
my universe as only a perfect picture could portray. we 
shared a few precious moments together...enjoying those things 
that make us who we are. what was this unbearable thrill that
pulsed inside me as you sat there next to me, in my arms? how 
can i describe it but perhaps as some untouchable feeling inside 
me. waiting to be let loose upon you. this beast that hungered 
for you was my own creation, but it was spawned of your memories. 
what images i had of you aided in its birthing. and in your 
presence, it was summoned. it crept in on you and stalked 
you down. waiting for you to call me in. this magnificent 
creature that felt only ardor in its chest. it came down on
you like a light mist rolling in. a fog in twilight. it 
consumed both you and me in our moments of intimacy. it 
ravaged and fed on my pleasure like some bloodthirsty 
animal. it could not be tamed. but you found a way. you tamed 
this beast in me and made it your own. we returned to this our 
world and lived in the sunshine of our youth. the time you 
gave me still finds itself in me. it is the explosive force 
that sends me into a sensual drift whenever i think of you. 
and we stood there, for hours it seemed. we watched in wonder 
as our bodies took over and they became one in the stillness
of the infinite ocean of night. what could i ever do to take 
your heart from this crazy world? what dreams could i ever 
offer you that you haven't already had? let me discover 
those places of your heart that are forbidden. let me 
open the door into your most private realm. let me bring 
into you the creativity that i have found. let me bring to you 
stimulation and excitement. let me enjoy the little tremors of 
your hand as it brushes down my face. let me once again feel 
the curiosity. let this mystery be resolved in me, even if it 
be a fragment at a time. show me the wonders of your mind. 
let me feel again the innocent curiosity that held me 
captive as i explored the curves of your face. the softness 
that mystified me in those small hours. what dreams could 
come to me did when i was with you. i closed my eyes and let 
my lips find you, waiting for me there. your own lips consumed 
me like a creature consumes some sweet fruit. what unbelievable
ecstasy overwhelmed me then that i could not speak. you swallowed 
my words as i tried desperately to express myself to you. i 
could only sigh in beautiful rapture. my heart still skips 
a beat every time i think of you. my life has new meaning. 
and color. what shades i have witnessed are redefining my 
sky. no more are there any grey clouds lingering for reasons 
unknown. my sky is filled with the sound of your sweet song,
your voice. i breathe in the words that have been spoken in 
my name. what have i done to merit such a noble prize? does 
my heart know what to do with these feelings as they swell 
up inside of me? i can feel you living from a distance. i 
can hear your heart beating from a million lifetimes removed.
when next we meet, let me once again find the beauty that i 
call my most dearest friend.

Reason for writing:

    finding you...    

Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2000-06-02 03:17:43
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:11
Poem ID: 56366

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