i can't stand it anymore

by brittany - Pisces

I hate my life so much right now
i am constantly being tormented
i am never good enough
i have no shoulder to cry on
i can't get away 
i can't stand this place any longer
she is killing me with every glance
she can't pass me by with out saying somthing mean
she can't let me be myself
i never get to go anywhere anymore
as soon as there is somplace to go 
she ruins it for me and makes me stay
i am trying so hard
but it is still not good enough
i am crying so hard
she doesn't even care
she says shes been so good to me
but shes so wrong
yelling at me constantly
and saying i won't become anything
and i wont be successfull
and that i am always 
wrong
lazy
stupid
careless
messy
is not helping me at all
its just making me hate her more
and want to be that way 
just to piss her off
she says what she does is good for me
if it was good for me
why would i feel this way
i wish she would leave
I hate her so much
but theres no getting away
even if i ran
she would find me
the real problem is that
she is me
Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2000-06-02 22:17:31
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:20
Poem ID: 56376

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