Inside of Me

by Ragecrisis - Leo

My world is adrift in endless turmoil
black spots everywhere, all that I see,
I can't figure out where I am
I don't really care to.
I don't want to see this place
No one to talk to, No one to listen
these feelings inside of me, slashing my heart
the turmoil, the anguish that I feel
makes me wonder if this is all worth it.
Am I truly happy or just another pawn
played out on the eternal chess board or life.
Adn then the clouds begin to lift
Is that light up ahead?
I ask myself
for no one is there to answer my question.
The clouds lift some more
light penetrates the darkness
and the cruelly it is taken away,
as if someone, some thing is toying with me,
ripping me apart from the inside.
But that's ok, they can't really hurt me,
because there's nothing left to hurt.
Everything is dead
inside of me.
Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-06-03 00:58:17
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:20
Poem ID: 56380

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