sandy tides churning insides at a now blaring decibel... im deaf to what i dont wanna hear and what i wish i didnt feel reeling back and forth through this mirage thats got me down sucking me down like quicksand abandoning my breathing and and saving my weezing discomfort like a cig i never shoulda touched if i wasnt gonna smoke it toking on my adoration which has now left me burnt and unfulfilled feeling ill feelings in the pit of my stomach adjacent to lack of feeling or the over-abundant feeling... thats indistinguishable by my heart's definition intuition has taken vacation and i dunno what to make of nething everything is nothing and nowhere is everywhere and i feel like ur everywhere but here but without you i feel like alot of nuthin so in this equation nothingness should leave me fulfilled dare not ask what you can do for me ive only been thinking of what i can do for you... and with that answer im filled with more questions as to where you are...and better yet why arent you here when this is the place youve been searching for why fight this raging tide that crashes inside us both swim
Reason for writing:
well it poured outta me in the very most five minutes and its about me and this grrl who broke up to reserve the feelings of others and how i wish we'd be together and blah blah blah yadah yaddah yaddah i miss her and this was a bit of my writers block wearing down a bit ~phew~ hopefully ill be writing full ones again and maybe ill finish these handful of unfinished ones that ive been procrastinating about ~sigh~ well kitten...my present muse this is for you
Birth sign: Pisces
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