If I could shed a tear for happiness I would. I have tried to hold it all in as much as could Tried to understand why you hurt me That is one thing that my heart cannot see It is so hard to believe that I let it get this far You lied to me, smiled at me, and you showed me your star I saw how it shined when you looked into my eyes But I also saw you breaking my heart with your lies I let you play me for long enough Now it is about time you learn to grow up The way you have acted toward me leaves my smile a frown And all of my friends cannot understand why I am so down I thought that I loved you; what a foolish thought I thought that you loved me but I guess thats where you got caught Playing games and breaking my precious loving heart Mommy told me to be careful, but I knew I picked one of a kind Daddy told me he'd kill you if you ever left me behind I guess I can laugh now because I am going to laugh through the pain Because I know that the sun always shines through the rain Whoever you may love I hope she's good to you Never better than me, but I guess that will do. On those rainy days when you feel so all alone Don't call me, because I'll pretend like I'm not home I know that you do not understand why I would try to avoid you But I guess its time you know, that is part of Getting Over You Now you can come back anytime if your heart takes a turn But know that I know and have had long lessons learned You can try to play me again but this time i'm prepared To show you the love; you know the kind you never shared Of course you share it with her and she's a different story I do not want to love you anymore, so do not try to love me. I'm glad I got that out of my system because from now on I have to watch my back For people like you who in love they certainly lack Be careful how you treat me next time because I will hold that against you I will not say that I hate you but I know not what else to do Goodbye my dearest love for now but not forever If you love me you will learn exactly how to treat me Good luck in your life ahead my friend even though I will not be there I always will remember those happy memories we shared
Reason for writing:
Its from the soul of the writer, to help the reader understand what the writer (me) is going through.
Birth sign: Scorpio
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