Now That You're Gone

by Jessica Alise - Leo

I have missed you so much
But, you wanted me to change
It all ended within an hour
That whole time with you was bullshit

 I turned my heart to stone again
Rejecting and pushing all of the love for you out of me
Now I truely see things
The way they really are
So cold and cruel
I want love again
But I can't accept it
I don't deserve it
Everytime I some how screw up
And its all my fault

 When you come my way
I turn and unwillingly walk
I'm strong enough to resist your temptations
I think
Your eyes...
Body...
Hands...
Smile...
Oh hell yeah you are so good
But maybe I can resist you
Maybe

 I just have to keep reminding myself
All of those cold-hearted words.
They will never fade away from my mind.

Reason for writing:

    loss    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-06-21 19:10:06
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:24
Poem ID: 56627

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