shame

by antwan fields - Aries

should i feel shame
let's see 
i hit bi mode 
all over me 

i feel no shame 
cause im not 
i was given a choice
shit or get off the pot

i gave it up 
all hope of being good 
like all young boys 
if i wanted to, i could 

try to save the world 
but that aint fun 
squeeze my eyes shut 
and pick up the gun

i won't feel again 
the shame 
cause right now this is all 
a game 

yeah
i know 
you think i like bags
and some asshole calling 
me a fag

but who gives a shit about 
that dumb asshole
im on the highway
and on a roll

down damen and western 
up washington to bell
then the exit 
to the highway to hell

do i feel shame
certainly not 
ihave feelings too 
im no ones slut 

the little kids chant 
everyone knows your name
they know about you
shame shame 

this blows it sucks 
everything is screwy 
these waves are going to slam me into
a buoy

so what should i feel
nothing i guess
i play poker-faced
so i passed that test

so for being on both sides 
is that the same 
as being gay 
are we playing that game
don't make me laugh
im not quite tame 
but if you want an honest answer about corrupting mary
I
FEEL
NO
SHAME
.

Reason for writing:

    morality and moralizers suck 
so im giving them my first- not last- stand    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-06-29 16:54:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:26
Poem ID: 56726

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