I can not help but to feel isolated forced to face my suicidal thoughts, tendencies, and dreams forced to wander alone restlessly and manage emotions I no longer comprehend I can not help but to cry I force loving emotions away unconsciously with hopes that I will not be hurt another time I can not help but to feel guilt I am forced to subdue any emotion for my family fears I will again attempt to take my life away I pray for a love bestowed unto me one that will accept what others have not and allow me to emerge as a women with an ambition to live
Reason for writing:
The realization of how alone I really am.
Birth sign: Virgo
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