The Pain

by Sweet1 - Scorpio

My best times....
My worst times....
When I think of them,
I think only of him.
He was there,
But yet he wasn't.
Sometimes it was 
As if he didn't even care.
He wasn't always sober,
So I could never be sure.
I wish I could've 
Been with him,
That night he said good-bye.
I'm sure the pain,
Was like many knives
Going right through his heart. 
But I would've suffered anything,
If it meant we didn't have to part.
For now the pain,
For me is worse. 
Sometimes I just want to curse:
At God, for taking him too soon,
And at him for leaving me alone.
As I sit here, under the moon,
I realize it wasn't me,
And it wasn't im,
It was fate
Who tore us apart too soon.

Reason for writing:

    In memory of my dad    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-07-03 00:12:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:27
Poem ID: 56750

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