The pictures of you I have in my mind are turning inside out going through my past again with someone else. You press your lips against mine I didn't hear the lies you said what's the point of dreaming you never cared anyway. Depressed and fallen been there before tryed so hard to reach you see right through you fallen anyways. Don't talk to you you don't call I go on growing older the things I showed you made you grow colder. It's obvious to me that I'm not the only one you have someone else still in your heart talking to myself again that familar sound insanity but anyways. Why can't you whisper to me the things I wanna hear starting to feel the same wonder where you are like the last time I don't feel like your mine. The words I spoke to you were the sweetest you've ever known but your not listening anyways. I thought you were the same as me maybe I was thinking about tomorrow or maybe today but your heart was stuck in the past all those yesterdays. There's no point in trying because I can't get through to you so distant I'm made to be broken that's all I am. I'd give up anything forever and ever to hold you your my heaven right in front of me before me but I'm by myself holding you inside but your leaving today silence pushed my away so far away. I can't believe you played with my heart you knew from the start but you never knew you'd fall for me but you weren't honest anyway. My eyes are wide open now I see what you mean reminds me of crying running away you never told me how you felt anyways. You coverd up your secrets by the lies you told me your intentions were never noble what's the point in this anger your not listening anyway. Your voice is fading like the sun setting on my window pane I saw a rainbow today but it disappeared like the dream I thought lied in you that died in vain. The things you made me feel were the best I've ever known but you hid behind him you still like someone else who hurts you all the time but you still can't let them go. I'll never make it I never will I can't live alone tell me what I'm supposed to feel you won't even talk to me maybe if I was you I could finally see you. It's obvious the things you lose are the things you miss the most I know somewhere I've felt like this before walking down that same old forgotten road with someone else. Sooner or later it's over I was nothing but a game I was a fool to fall for you you strung me along because you can't let him go but so long your not sorry but you'll get what you deserve and I won't be sorry when you do when he breaks your heart again you'll say "I miss you" then you'll realize you lost the one person who would have made your dreams come true.
Reason for writing:
I'm seeing a girl right know who is so wonderful, and likes me, but I still think she likes her ex. Of course he treats her like shit, but whats new. As a guy, we all know girls are fucked up and like to play games, and no matter what we do we cant win. So this is just about how I feel like shes playing me and not being honest
Birth sign: Aries
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