betrayal

by antwan fields - Aries

someones standing behind me 
ready to stab me in the back
smile, laugh
and dump me on a track
my best friend i watch 
out of the corner of my eye
cause i don't trust him
what's worse, i don't try
how do i say it 
i feel afraid 
i don't sleep around him 
maybe he was spayed
i can't trust anybody 
near the third rail
for i might suffer
a terminal case of betrayal
this is hard for me to say 
cause i love you like my brother
but in a second you turn into
an enemy, another
i cant handle
the way that every person
seems to look at me 
my fear seems to worsen
who's going to hurt me first
maybe you
maybe even my sister
tis' true, tis' true
so i watch my back
feeling tired and sad 
everyone in my eyes goes bad 
the winds blow hard 
almost force of gale
i know about something called
betrayal

Reason for writing:

    just wanted to write how i felt walking down the street sometimes    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-07-05 18:09:17
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:27
Poem ID: 56783

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