Symbiosis

by Johnny - Capricorn

I wasn't supposed to be
feeling anything in this way
when I'm around you
I wasn't supposed to be
depressed over you this way
when we are apart
You weren't supposed to mean
so much more to me
for me to care so much

It storms my room
along with me when I do
The single emotion that I call
"you"
Echoes my room, engulfing me
I try to deny "you"
But "you" are irresistably powerful
"You" weakend me inside
My heart was consumed of "you"
My heart now is carelessly scattered by you
I knew that it would hurt me
I knew slowly this will kill me
I knew that it would not work
I knew exactly how it would hurt
I thought something would change you
I thought you had an emotion called
"me"

like the emotions "you" and "me"
you didn't have "me"
and I don't have you

7/7/00                

Reason for writing:

    ***formerly had no title, decided to name it Symbiosis 8/27/08***    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2000-07-07 17:46:59
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:28
Poem ID: 56818

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