It's been so quiet ever since you've been gone the only noise I hear is a flood of tears falling to the ground. I can't help but wonder just can't wash away the pain I walk home alone underneath the sky to sit under the light of the moon that reflects off the tears on my face. I wish I could go back again to the place you thought no one could take you but your searching for something that I can never give you. Your letting me down by all the things you do the sun doesn't shine anymore ever since I lost you. I don't know what more I could of done no one's ever gonna love you more than I do I'm crying so many tears now what did I ever do to lose you. I would have given the world to you if it was mine to give God knows I would have given my life for you because without you I'd be walking around dead. I'm living in loneliness now beneath the falling stars thinking about how much I love you still trying to understand why we never gave this love a try. I'm still feeling you even though we might be through my heart still carries you around what did I ever do to lose you. I miss you smile your heavenly touch I can't let go of you I miss you so much. How can my dreams of heaven dreams that came to life when I met you be nothing more than a memory that puts a sadness across my face. I wish I could dance with you in the rain the rain of happiness that would fall the second I could gaze into your eyes and be your friend again. I'm so lost without you my heart can't find a place to stay but I know your always with me no matter where I go no matter what I do. I'ts so cold here now ever since I lost you your becoming a memory my angels begining to disappear. Don't you realize how wonderful tomorrow could be how wonderous our worlds could have become am I crazy for feeling this way crazy for the most special girl in the world. My days are nothing but daydreams going back to the most heavenly time in my life every second that I held you or everytime I looked into your beautiful blue eyes remind me of all the times I held an angel by my side. I remember how you used to smile or how your face would glow whenever someone said my name and I remember how my heart beat so fast the first time I kissed you, God how you used to make me smile. Now your just walking away the distance between us has become so great I'm watching you slip away but there's nothing I can do I just watch from afar. My faith in your words is wearing thin I don't understand why you act this way but the thought of losing your friendship made me cry yesterday. I'm thinking about you so much and all the things we used to do I still remember crying the first time you said "I love you". Your the first girl I ever loved I'm having so much trouble letting go because I cherish you so much your the only girl my heart yearns to touch. I can tell you honestly from my heart that the first time I looked into your eyes I saw someone so specail someone I would have given my heart to as well as the rest of my life. Maybe there is a reason for everything maybe that's why we fell apart but I can't believe God brought us together just to put a tremendous strain on my heart. I'm still hanging on to your words they still have a spot in my heart I wish I knew why we had to say goodbye. But now I'm wondering if anything you said was true cause there's a burning inside of me and I've never felt so alone. I'm just so scared right now I feel your turning your back on the truth I don't think you could look me in the eyes and honestly say " I don't love you". Your the only girl to hold the key that unlocks my heart I just can't believe you closed the door to forever break my heart. I wish I could fly with you high above the bright blue sea to the place I expressed my love for you for all in heaven to see. All I know is I don't see you anymore your slowly begining to fade away but you'll always be in my heart because of the incredible happiness you brought me everyday.
Reason for writing:
This is about an exgirlfriend I broke up with over a year ago. I think you get the point
Birth sign: Aries
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