When I close my eyes I always think of you. Knowing that
I'am never going to see you again. I try to hold back the
tears and shake away the pain of the mermories that we
carried through the years. I gave you my all you took it too.
My heart, my soul, my love it was all for you. I'll find you
again and never let go. Boy, I love you so much! But, then
again I know I'am being childish and I need to move on.
I let our mermories slip away. Years go by. Then another day.
I close my eyes and when I thought I was finally over you, the
mermories that I thought had long faded all came strong that
one sweet sad day. The tears I could not hold back any longer.
The mermories I could not shake. I haven't felt your sweet touch
or heard your soft voice whisper to me(only in my mind)since we were
13 and 14. Now I thought the day would never come when I'd be able
to touch or see you. I close my eyes letting all the tears and pain
come on me. I see your face, feel your arms slip around my waist,
feel your lips apound mine traveling down. I let my fingers glide through
your feather soft hair. All of a sudden you stop your face cover with confusion.
You touch my wet tears. I can only stare. You talk to me
,but I can only read your lips.Your so confused you never
seen so much love in my eyes. I love you!!!!!!!
I hurt and I 'am scared that if I ever showed you such Love
you'd get scared too and ture away.
Do you ever think of me?
Reason for writing:
Today is my B-day7-11-83 and 7-7-82 was his and i still love
him but he is no where to be found. I guess I want to tell him happy B-day and
I hope he's well and happy.He is my reason and inspiration for all my poems.
Birth sign: Cancer
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