bisexual(even though he says everyone else is)

by antwan fields - Aries

there has always been that one guy
who chooses to speak up when
a guy shows sensitivity
and right about then

he looks at that guy
sneers to show his disgust
then says angrily
youre shaming the rest of us

i think youre gay
cause your not a real man
and when a real man uses deodorant 
he doesn't use flower scented ban!

so everyone in the room
believes this spiel
but most people can tell
when its horseshit they feel

you can scream and cry 
and rant and rave, he says
but in all actuality
for the rest of your days

he's in love with the other guy 
but he wont tell
cause he believes that his rep will be shot
and he'll go through hell

secretly he thinks of him
the guy who's made of gold
but in public he's got BMOC status 
and a rep to uphold

so he insults this other guy
but he knows he shouldn't
and if it was his choice 
we all know he wouldn't

so he goes to class
where this girl he's liked for years
she looks at him adoringly 
he's almost in tears

so he slouches in the back of the room
doesn't say a word
for 30 of a 60 minute class
his voice was not heard

his mind is on other things 
all he sees is her back 
but that guy calls on him
and he knows here comes the flack

the problems are coming 
fast and quick
for the question coming up
he feels like a dick

but there is no way out 
he could have avoided this 
and all he had to do was talk 
but shut up was his wish

so he stands up
dreading the question 
and looking at his pretty teacher
here comes his erection

so, says his teacher 
what is the answer
his teacher stands with 
the grace of a dancer 

actually, says young Ron
i have one 
but it might be 
worth a ton

the question is
very effectual
here it is 
are you bisexual??

the class falls silent
not expecting this
testing both answers 
then rejecting this 

the teacher laughs 
the asks what would you say 
if i told you right now 
that i was gay??

Ron looked at him 
wondering: is it time
to admit my dreadful
crime 

then Ron speaks up 
quiet and shy 
i ask you cause
i found out im bi

ten years later 
at the pride parade 
i saw Ron 
and he had it made

he was dressed in purple 
looking very happy
the smile on his face was 
almost sappy

well, i asked Ron who he was with
just then Joey came walking up
who's Joey, you ask
the guy he was talking up

in that locker room
ten years ago 
remember that guy
that was joe

so the moral is 
no matter what anyone will say
they'll come around 
one day

Reason for writing:

    ron was kind of me
i never teased any one about sexual orientation
but i was against being bisexual
until ten weeks ago, when this guy danny turned me on
and i almost had sex with him
almost    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-07-12 11:23:49
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:11
Poem ID: 56858

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