I Know

by Mama Effie - Cancer

I know, things that
One person shouldn't know
All the secrets
All the lies,
The truths 
The sorrows

I know what love is
Even though I haven't reached
The magical age
That divides "puppy love"
And the so called "real love"
Even though adults play many many
More mind games than children do.

I know what it feels like
To have a bomb one floor up
The first year of middle school.
To have someone walk into a building
Three blocks off, and begin shooting in
 Thurston High.
The last year of elementary school

I know what addiction is
How people deal with it
What happens when you take too many pills
How your children are affected
When you die from smoking pot,
crank, crack, LSD, extacy,angel-dust
Then their bestfriend almost dies from it too

I know what a difference of a minute means
How love can be crushed,
Or born
A baby conceived,
In the Springfield Mall
Catching someone,
Before they pull the trigger
Thats how important a minute is

I know what a threat is
To hear your best friend
Say maybe I should just give up
Or someone who has always scared you 
Write revenge on the schoolbus window

I know what happens when 
Someone acts on that threat
And brings a wrench set to school
After he said he would kill your friend

I know what prejudice is
How an entire town can turn on you
Just because you aren't a christian
They call you evil, a bitch, a whore
And all you can do is take it,
Because your commandments say,
"Do as you will, unless it harms someone"

I know mean ADULTS can be
A teacher at my school 
Had a little girl,
But she was born with cancer
Someone had the guts
To go up to her and say
"You must have done something wrong,
To have God treat your baby this way."

I know,
I wish i didn't
But I do.
So thats why I have to tell you
About all these things
You may think I don't even dream of
In my darkest hour
But here I go,
Telling of things true.

And just or your information,
I live by a river,
Where property costs alot,
And none of my friends are poor
None of them wears all black,
Not a soul is Goth.

A perfect little rural town
When you look at it from a map
But under that perfect facade
Is a normal town...sadly.

I know.... but I shouldn't
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2000-07-12 14:33:11
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:11
Poem ID: 56862

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