I woke up this morning and fell out of bed to another day I didn’t want to start. One more day down, I keep thinking to myself but what am I counting down for? How many day’s will it take me to recover from all that has happened to me? “Please make this countdown end, and let my life go on, and let me be back to me.” This is my prayer as I go through the morning hoping God will send his angels to me. Still I count down the days that I make it, and hope soon my life will be more than what I just see. As I go on with my daily routine things just get harder and harder. By the time I return home, I just want to be alone, yet it doesn’t work out that way. “I want to be alone, can’t you do that for me? Oh please let me be.” This is my prayer when I come home at the end of the day, All I want is to be left alone, why won’t they let me be? My parents are worried that something is wrong and last night I made a promise. I promised that I would be back tomorrow to the smiling happy old me. I have kept that promise on the outside, while inside I’m screaming with pain. “Please stop my heart from feeling this way, and make tomorrow a better day.” This is the prayer I ask every night and then I cry myself to sleep. Maybe tomorrow, when I wake from my sleep everything will be back to normal. I wish for that day when I can say, my prayers have been answered.
Reason for writing:
i wrote this because this is what i pray throughout the day. This is what i feel...and how i know that someday, God will answer my prayers and i can once again be happy :)
Birth sign: Gemini
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