so i sit here(read and give comment afterward)

by antwan fields - Aries

thinking of the way 
you walked out 
we fought 
and it was a rout

so i sit here
gazing into the sky
wishing that
i wasn't so shy

think of how the boss called
his tone was real cold 
we don't need you
go play with a jello mold

so i sit here
gazing into the skies
thinking of putting a bullet into
both of his eyes

thinking of how my father 
called and said
im disowning you
your accounts dead

so i sit here
gazing into the sky
thinking of 
kicking him in the thigh

the credit card company called
there was ice in it
when was i going to pay
my credit card limit

so i sit here
gazing into the sky 
wishing that 
i could fly

so now i have no lover, no money
what's next 
the car, not the car
no texts

so i sit here
gazing into the sky 
thinking about
blowing that lot high

next my doctor calls
he says that ive got
cancer,a tumor
and a fondness for pot 

so i sit here 
gazing into the sky
asking myself
over and over, why

so i sit here
gazing into the sky 
i get the pistol
and my brains fly, dry and i die
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-07-19 20:39:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:30
Poem ID: 56936

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