i wish i didnt care

by match-iz - Leo

i wish i was one of those ppl
who didnt care what ppl thought of them.
because i try so hard to impress
everyone.
and i didnt impress you.
i wish i couldve screamed
and shouted 
and ran away from you
and your words
because they affected me more than
i would ever have thought they would.
and you told me to call?
you know what,
maybe i will because i want to curse
and scream
and hang up on you.
and i WONT say the things you want to hear
because i dont want to say them.
and i should tell you
that your so full of yourself
that you cant see straight.
i wish i didnt care what you thought.
i wish i didnt care about you.
because you matter to me
so much and im just like a pain
in your side.
i wish i didnt care about anything.
because i would let go.
and i could let go.
and i wouldnt have to scream
and shout
and run away from your words
because there wouldnt be 
anything to run away from.

Reason for writing:

    i HATE this guy. and he means so much....    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-07-27 14:35:17
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:32
Poem ID: 57039

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