I'm goin to hell I wanted nothing more than to be with you. To be happy to love and be loved by you. But those things are for nothing and I'm wildly aware That nothing will change that. Not that you care. Because you're happy in your quiet little room With your faggot boyfriend and your love that's in bloom So I'm sitting here and I'm angry and well I'm really pissed off so I'm goin ot hell Because this is where I belong down here with the fire Nothing is happy or safe, you just sit and perspire So I'm taking you with me , from the memories I bring And I hope that you feel it I hope that it stings Because we're goin to hell like it or not and When we get to the bottom we'll just sit and rot This is your punishment for leaving behind and sitting and toying and fucking my mind. But now that we're equal just wait and see Because this lake of fire is not just for me A lot of its yours from the pain that you bring Because you had to hurt me. Like it was nothing. It pains me to see just how low I've sunk I brought you to hell just look at this junk But you've at least got something your memories inside, you see While I don't have nothing, nothing but me I awaken the next day with the suns light above and The fucking alarm clock we shared while in love It was all just a dream I rapidly see Theres no hell for you, but it's different for me This is my hell, I live it each day And I pray that at night it'll all go away But it won't go away no matter how hard I try But maybe it'll get better even a little before I die.Birth sign: Sagittarius
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