I'm Beautiful

by Chris - Capricorn

Wow, I'm so pathetic that I ponder about 
an infamous prince on stage,
Who shows his audience why he's beautiful

Wondering lonely along the dark pavements,
looking back at my life 
unanble to find sympathy in others.

Walking on streets,
starring at birds, 
and finding no answers. 

Seeking comfort in things and habbits, 
yet unable to open the doors.

Attempting to make poetry out of my agonies, 
and yet fail to achieve honesty and meaning.

I get the chill  when I see their smile, 
their arms around eachother,
and I seek sympathy from the once above

Resolutions on expressing boldness and courage,
only sinks me deeper into the mysery, 
being judged and taken for granted.

Recieving company and joy through the foolish generosities, 
and the pain from rejection and the merciless gestures  

Trying to discover myself through music and stories 
deeper I sink into them, stranger I become. 

And yet I know that I'm beautiful.

Reason for writing:

    James Douglas Morrison, Paul simon
Myself, years of Day Dreaming, 'she' and 'they'

    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2000-08-04 08:11:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:34
Poem ID: 57158

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