Isolating Myself

by brooklyn - Pisces

I am leaving.
No one has caught on yet,
I leave with my clothes packed
like tight jelly rolls;
sardines-
All alongside the rest of my personal
belongings. A picture-
I have pictures, I've made pictures
I am a picture.
Standing here with my black
peacoatandmybottledwaterandmyCDplayer.
I am leaving.
And I pray they catch on when
I've already left.

Reason for writing:

    I am, indeed, leaving in about a week for a year away from my family
and my country and my friends and my childhood. I'll be on my own in a world
where I don't even speak the language. It hasn't really hit me how much of a step
this is in my life quite yet, and I feel almost disconnected from everyone as they 
celebrate and cry over me. It's not easy to let the fact that you are breaking away
just enter your mind.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2000-08-06 20:03:47
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:35
Poem ID: 57180

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