until it happened to me

by ALICIA - Cancer

I THOUGHT IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN TO ME,
I WAS BLIND I COULD NOT SEE, 
I WAS THE ONLY GIRL IN A HOUSE FULL OF BOYS,
THE HOUSE DARK AND FULL OF NOISE,
I HUNG OUT LIKE NORMAL NOTHING TO FEAR,
WE SAT AROUND LAUGHING DRINKING BEER,
THEN I LEFT THE ROOM FOR A MOMENT TO POWDER MY FACE,
IN THE LIVING ROOM MY DRINK THEY LACED,
I CAME BACK IN KNOWING NOTHING WAS WRONG,
I TOOK A SIP AND DANCED TO THE SONG,
THE ROOM SARTING SPINNING EVERYTHINGS BLACK,
SOMEONE GRABBED MY ARM AND SAID SIT DOWN RELAX,
I WAS OUT OF IT CONSCIOUSLY INSANE,
I COULD NOT STAND UP ON MY OWN I COULD NOT MAINTAIN,
SO I TOOK A SEAT DOWN ON THE BED,
THEN MY EYES STARTING WATERING GETTING RED,
THEN ALL OF SUDDEN I BLACKED OUT,
SO WHEN THEY FORCED INTERCOURSE ON MY I WAS NOT AWAKE TO SHOUT,
I WOKE UP COLD AND ALONE,
MY CLOTHS WERE STRODE ABOUT AND THE CORD CUT FROM THE PHONE,
THEY RAPED ME I KNOW I FELT SO ABUSED,
I SHOULD NOT HAVE DRINKED SO MUCH BOOZE,
NOW IM EMPTY AND I DON'T KNOW WHY,
I BEGIN TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,
I WAS BLIND I COULD NOT SEE,
UNTIL IT HAPPENED TO ME,
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2000-08-09 22:06:42
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:35
Poem ID: 57221

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