Take me back

by Etsen - Scorpio

I've never thought of this before
What if I die?
Now that I've brought enough trouble
Why don't I die?

I've given trouble more than she could cope
I've made him angry as much as he could
It's me behind all these trouble
So why don't I die?

I've made this family into a total mess
I could never be sorry any less
I feel so sad
'Cos everybody's mad
So God please hear my prayer
and 'Take me back'

There is nothing more that I could say
'Cos everythings been done and said
So God for the families sake
Hear my prayer and 'take me back'

Just think of the good things that could happen
If I die
No more trouble
'Cos the trouble is gone
No family mess
'Cos I'd be less
Everything would turn the way it was
'Cos by that time I would be gone

But I'll be sad then, 'cos I cannot see them
But its worth if it brings the family to how it was
And I would not be alone there
'Cos my grandfather is already there

There is only three words left for my family
even though I've given this much trouble
And that is
'I love you all'
and God I have a three word prayer
Just 'take me back'

Reason for writing:

    I am a 15 year old girl and this is my first poem.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-08-12 12:13:08
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:36
Poem ID: 57240

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