untitled - I won't forget...

by chris - Aries

I won't forget
just where you are
I wish I could take back
whatever I did wrong
can't change a thing
even if I wanted to.

When I close my eyes
you fall around me
I need you near me
not far away
not somewhere else
but close
beside me
feeling those sweet kisses
the softness of your skin
squeezing your hand
and I could look inside you
in those eyes
and see those things
that made you smile
and made you want to be a part of me.

I need you
like no one before
need to be in you
need you in me
to be a part of you
a piece of you
that special angel
and love would be all that you'd feel
and see.

I wanna surround you
drown you
in all those wishes
those dreams
that have filled your nights
they dance in your eyes.

Just to touch you
hold you
think about me
like you used to.

But your sunlight doesn't come
it goes
blue lights fill my room
reflect the shadows
it surrounds me
smothers me
fills me up
try to release
all those things you'd say
try to run
hide
from the way it used to be
the heaven you showered on me
and made my soul bloom
has faded and died
I just rain my heartache
upon the wind
can't find my way
into your heart.

Whereever you've gone
whereever you go
it never seems fair
this moment I live in
reflecting my nightmares
the separation of my heart
from those dreams
I felt so much that you held
lovely girl
what pushed us apart
what drove you away
your friendship just can't fill up
that empty space
that only you could seem to be able
to ever replace.

Sitting alone
remembering you
how I told you your amazing
and you said
not as half as amazing as you.

How I used to brighten your day
just by being near you
how you loved to be held
and feel me near you.

How can you change
just disappear
like a rainbow
you've faded
so much inside me
has become nothing
and yet I can't help
but still remember you.

If I could just be fortunate enough
to be yours 
if I could just get back to you
the way things were
because I can't let go of you
giving up is something
I can never do
your way to close to me
and I'm not willing
to say goodbye
I'll never let you go.


Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-08-23 02:59:01
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:11
Poem ID: 57366

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