I HATE

by Annika - Scorpio

I hate missing you so much I cry myself to sleep every night.
I hate not hearing your voice, reassuring me everything will be all right & all my dreams will be achieved.
I hate having to fight the reoccuring urge to pick up the phone just to say, I love you, something that once seemed so normal.
I hate how I didn't realize how wonderful I had it until it was over.
I hate remembering how perfect we were.
I hate that I just can't stop caring about you.
I hate that my feelings for you stop me from moving on.
I hate reminscing about the old times and your name always coming up.
I that for you to travel your desting, you have to leave me behind.

Reason for writing:

    My boyfriend of a year & I broke up sun night. He lives in VA & I live in NJ & we met in school in RI. This year he's decided to stay in VA for school to make something better of his life & we decided the distance thing is going to work so we ended it. Please send me comments/sugg. at sweetdaisy2@yahoo.com. Thanks!!    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-08-30 14:12:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:40
Poem ID: 57436

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