Diesel Rumblings Overhead

by Todd Hancock - Cancer

Diesel Rumblings Overhead



I stood in that Chinese ballroom
Watching all the marionettes dance
To that custard jazz
Floating and smiling with their
Cigarettes in pearl cases
Martinis in crystal glasses
Perfect designer clothes, one hundred dollar haircuts
Diamond studs in earlobes
Shoes that made no sound on spaghetti floors
They float
Morals collect on the tip of their tongue
And fall into their soup
Queer waiters rumble from split door and
Whisk away the infection
The air is alive
With Brahms, Mozart and Strauss
Flutes float on gossamer strings and
Violins whip the breath and form perfect notes
So simple and so easily understood
I heard the notes, the only one to do so, as all
The puppets played politics and economics
I played life
With a messianic smile
My teeth bared in godlike gratitude for
Another moment of pleasure that steals into my pockets
And absconds with my purple rose
I follow in dark hallways the sound of those voices
But they fade and break and are no more
I know they are there, I hear their laughter,
Or maybe that is just the wind
I turn and see the light behind
That mesmerizing ballroom
I run away from it
I tear through the fabric
And retreat
Landing in a pool full of ducks and toads
I laugh and swim loving the reeds on the bank
My cries echo in the heavens
And rip trees from weak roots and I shred their bark
With my romantic tongue
Licking toads and bending nose, I am flowing fairy
I feel the breath of earth enter my toes and loins
And travel through stomach to arms and head
I breathe earth
I exhale earth
I inhale earth
I am earth
I jump and fly and land on earth
I return to that ballroom
And tapestries of presidents and cartilage senators
I return and annihilate
I annihilate falsehood
I annihilate truth
I annihilate reality in a single violent breath
I climb the skyscrapers of Chicago
And trample the Appalachian Mountains
I burn the bridges of San Francisco
Impaled on a single tower of glass
I annihilate myself
And allow my blood to drip down trees and coat
The earth with my sinew and bone
Blood is ocean
Brain is clouds
My breath the morning horizon dispelling
Darkness

Reason for writing:

    The so called American intelligentsia, with all their fads and quirks, walk the earth thinking they are so superior that they are the paragons of virtue, wisdom and morality, but all their words are reverse truths, they speak hollow euphemisms.  True release lies in nature in earth, but we find when we go there that it is easily corrupted and soon it becomes what we tried to escape from.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2000-09-05 20:11:11
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:11
Poem ID: 57483

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