ZeroLifer

by Ben - Taurus

the life i have been breathing
i need a mask to keep going
can i ask if you'll keep rolling
through my mind
you stop my time
and i dont have control of anything anymore
does anyone care
anyone?  your the only one
your everyone, everything, every drop of sunlight to me
why arent you here
why am i in tears
why am i gonna trip down the hill again
its like a need a pill to pretend
i tumble through myself through another day
another way
to fall down into being overlooked
overshadowed
overtaken
by my helpless emotion
i dont wanna slow down
i wanna find a solution
i wanna stop this illusion
of me losing everything
do i have anything
but my twisted, inside out  feelings
i cant keep healing
i can't stop dealing
with my problems i keep sealing
with anything  that might heal the pain
i cant stay this sane     for long
its been way to long
since ive been strong
i cant go on
living like a lost and found
i surround 
myself with all the guilt
i am around
myself with all thats built
i'll probaly get torn down
Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2000-09-07 20:59:29
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:41
Poem ID: 57500

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