dont tell me you understand

by orange_4_m - Sagittarius

dont tell me you understand
cause you DONT
and you wont...
youve never felt that empty feeling
when you wake up and realize that today could be the last day
because your so screwed up in the head
but your too afraid to trust somebody with your secret.
dont tell me that youll keep my promise safe because you WONT
and you cant...
and when i smile, please know that
im not happy
im smiling because theres nothing else to do
because ive been hurting for so long
and theres nowhere to fall 
cause ive already fell to the bottom.
please dont tell me that you'll pick me up
because you WOULDNT
and you couldnt...
You dont kno how bad it hurts just to hurt
and when Im not hurting i long to feel it
like a medicine it makes me feel better
and my only prescription is a knife .
please dont tell me to put the knife down
cause i WONT
because i cant...
Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 2000-09-12 17:54:38
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:42
Poem ID: 57534

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